DAY 11th

oke, kyaknya mulai terjangkit penyakit males lg.

kalo kyk gini, dateng k lab cuma bwt duduk browsing gak ad kejelasan, mau bikin paper kok kykny gak konsen, mending ke perpus deh.

bodo la mo di bilang ga gaul.

I love toshokan. masbuloh?

Kyk musti bertemu empat mata sama sensei nih, kerjaan saya sbg rearsh student ini gimana sebenarny...
ha~~

tau2 malah nyasar ke Akiba lagi. muter2 nyari Yodobashi, e tau ny di blkng stasiun.
dan tujuan pertama saya adalah...

lantai 6. CD/DVD, toys and hobby.

banzai! this is heaven sodara sodara!

sumpah kalo kesini jangn coba2 bwa duit banyak, ntar kalap.

so, saya langsung menuju bagian plastic model.

GUNDAM here I come baby!~

dengan muka nista saya keluar dr toko mesem2 karena dapet gundam strike real grade. hehe..
lumayan, buat obat depresi saya. (saya masih dalam masa terapi lho *alasan*)

you kno what? saya kayak sebiji jagung di dalam karung beras pas di yodobashi. beda sendiri, secara yang nongkrong disitu para otaku, e saya yg berhijab ini nyasar di sana.

yah apalah arti sebuah penampilan jikalau itu udah menyangkut hobi. hajar aj lah. toh gak buka baju.

dan setelah ini saya berjanji tidak akan membeli apapun yang menyangkut hobi lagi sampe bulan depan!  Zettai ni yakushokusiteimasu!

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