pembulian terang2an ala orang Lab.

oke.

ak bkn bermaksud suudzon ato sakit hati. mungkin ini memang salah aku yg jarang masuk ke lab.

harus ak akui, Lab ini sangat membosankan. termasuk orng2ny. pantes aja dikit peminatnya.

ak memang niatny yg penting msuk, bs kuliah, lulus, pulang. gak deket sama org lab jg gpp.

g masalah.

Tp ini namany pembulian.

mentang2 orngny jrng make mejany, pas ak dtng, meja penuh dengn sampah plastik tinta printer sma kertas.

kok ga sopan bgt y?

apa sebegitu ga sukany sama aku? krn ak jrng bergaul dn berpatisipasi? lha situ di ajakin bhs inggris gagap, nihongo ak payah. ga nyambungkan?

 shoganaikan?

leave me alone will ya?

 leave my desk alone.

setiap d beresin, ad aj brng2 yg d taro d atas meja. a.k.a sampah.

ak berusaha positif, mungkin malsud merka biar kliatan ad org, biar klo sensei liat ak pernah duduk d situ.

oke. oke, ak bs terima.

 tp gimana sblikny? tnggapanny ni org jorok bngt sampah d meja ga d buang? la yg puny meja yg kena dong?..

cih.

jauh2 dtng, ak d bully. secra mental dan harfiah.

hate you all.

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